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[August 02, 2008 | 10:23 PM] Hello world,     Hurray, today was generally a good day for me :) Firstly, i wasnt late for tuition. HAHAH. Then my pretty girlfriends surprised me with a cake at tuition. Thanks lovelies!:) Hahah, im so glad they came in 15 min before tuition ended. So i managed to get away from science tuition for fifteen min. Cause i was dying la. So boring. Then ate lunch and went home cause i was on an important mission. Hahah cause ke said audio house at liang court was opened today then got sale. And so my mission was to persuade my parents to 'SEESEE' the cameras.     And because i am extremely good at getting what i want. I managed to make them go with me to get...... my camera! Hahahahaha. Sorry la, im damn happy. Although i now owe them 80$ now. (If xxx didnt take my 30 i would be just owing my parents 50) Anyway, yes i finally got my beautiful canon camera!:D But quite sad la it wasnt on sale. Then the stupid salesman kept asking my mother buy this ultimate camera. Its like damn damn ugly but it was on sale. Then yeah, obviouly my mother now had second thoughts about the one i prefered so i was there like dont know what to do. So i did what i always do best. Throw tantrums. Or simply, i just gave THAT face like i really extremelyhate the ugly camera. Okay whatever. Anyway, i ll never ever ever bring it to school. Its not safe. Or rather, 401 is not safe.         I kept thinking about the theft thing and whatever. I mean its really damn scary la. Your own classmate(s) stealing your stuff. And i feel so damn stupid can. Like phone get stolen before alr still not scared now money also taken. Retarded la. Now everyday i go school bring 2$ can already. HAHAHAHHAA. And im not gonna bring a big wallet too. Im gonna bring something small enough to put in my pocket. SO I LL NEVER LEAVE ANYTHING IN CLASS AGAIN.  Heeee, im so smart.      Hahahaha, okay i just realized im like super loser. I cry at the slightest thing. Let me tell you a few more times whereby i cry for dumb reasons.      1. Hahaha, there was this time my sister made a tiny unintentional hole on my beautiful pink top. Then when i found out, i started crying.   2. Another time worst, i iron my top until chao ta then i also cry and i blame the iron actually.     3. This one best. That time i went to make ic then the take photo auntie keep scolding me because my fringe too long i also cry. Cause i hate people to scold me.    4. Sometimes when i cannot find my things somewhere at home like my clothes / phone / book i also cry.  HAHAHAHA, so all in all i think you all finally realized that actually im a crybaby. According to my mother, i was like this since three years old. I think it becomes a habit after a while. Another thing to add into the about me section : no1 crybaby and throw tantrums queen. I think hazel would be the first person to agree. Hahaha.    Okay,  goodnight. I needa study social studies. Four more chapters. But i think i ll fall asleep before i even open my book .

[August 01, 2008 | 09:01 PM] Hello world, Yes 401 involved in YET ANOTHER theft case. You dont know how frustrated i am please. This time it wasnt just five people who had their things stolen. Its E.I.G.H.T. And lucky me had to be one of the unfortunate few. AGAIN. ITS AGAIN OKAY. The last time they took my phone, this time they take cash. I know 30$ might seem so little to you but its not . Its really not a the perfect time to steal money from me. Really. I need to save 200 by my birthday (although quite impossible) to get the gift i always wanted to get for myself. My canon camera. Its like oh so beautiful.  And in about one week i managed to save about close to hundred and those bunch of losers thought it would be really nice to minus thirty from the already so little hundred. Making it even harder to reach the impossible target of 200 in four days time. Like what the shit man. Thats why i was so sad.    I already planned everything so well. I managed to persuade mummy korkor and his girlfriend that having a camera was the most important thing and i would be really glad if they were willing to sponser me. And yes smart me managed to convince them. So I just needed to save just 200 more. Oh how happy i was. Although i didnt have much time save. Now this bunch of losers ( lets name them xxx) had to spoil everything. Its like youre so close to reaching your goal and some people just had to ruin everything for you.  Wahlao , i mean spare a thought for me larh. I skipped meals just for what. I stop myself from shopping for what. (And most of you should know how hard it for me to not go shopping. ) I mean it is so unfair.   To me, it was a situation that made crying worthwhile. And sinking into self pity for a whole day was also not wrong. Hahah (my first laugh in this post) , my mother always scold me cause i cry at very unsuitable moments. Like for example, in this case, i cried so bad for loosing money. But i dont cry as hard when someone dies. Like a bit cuckoo but its just me. I always cry for nothing.  Okay im not that angry now. But still quite put off by the fact that i have to be in the same class as group xxx for the rest of the year. (I name them xxx because i dont know exactly who is involved. ) Anyway just remember to always bring your valuable items with you wherever you go. Even to the toilet. Even to chem lab Even to assembly. Just bring it everywhere. I dont really have high hopes in getting my money back this time. The other time i still had this part of me that thought that the people who took my handphone would have the least bit of integrity and return it to me. But no, that didnt happen. So this time im like pretty sure its not coming back to my wallet.  On a lighter note, i do have one good news. Hahah, i did really well for this month's progress report. Not exactly good but still now bad. Only one subject failed with 2 distinctions :) Although im still in band c according to miss lim's standards. But im still very proud of myself. Hurray for me. :)    Goodnight. Ohyeah, my nightmare for todays nap time was a re-enactment of what happened today. Try experiencing the same bad situation twice. Hahah, anyway, bye! :)

[July 08, 2008 | 07:37 PM] Hello world okay yesterday celebrated shili's birthday. HAHAHHA, in advance though. Like fifteen days early. Hahaha, cause we wanted to make use of the holiday. Smart us. :) So ate at seoul garden. So sinful. Whatever happened to my diet plan. Then shopped for a while. Oh yeah, we took neoprints. HAHAHAHHA, LIKE ULTIMATE TWITS. But whatever:) And, i almost forgotton how it works. I think the last time we took neoprints was like in sec 1? 2? And its like more expensive now. Okay nevermind then shili and jiawan had to leave. Then ke petrine and me went to ........ Little india. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. DONT ASK WHY. Then headed to simlimsquare. Hahaha, its quite gay to go there but very fun to make fun of those sales people. Like you go in to the shop then you ask like one million questions and borrow their camera to take like many photos and they serve you eagerly then you just walk out without buying anything. HAHAHHA. Photos another time alright. Im quite lazy now. Goodnight! :)

[June 29, 2008 | 10:30 PM] [ mood | angry ] Hello world. Im am so so pissed right now.  :( Sometimes im really amazed by what my mother can do. Shes like the ultimate la. You ll never believe what she did. Smartest man really, smartest. Guess what she did? After using my phone she left it in my cousin's bag. Like why the hell would you put something in someone elses bag?! And no one realized until we reached home. And i cant possibly get it back cause she stays at freaking bedok which is so far and i dont want to travel unless someone fetches me. And the worst thing is she blames me for lending her the phone. EHHHHH!  And now im gonna have to live with no phone for a few days. Bloody hell okay. Try living without your phone for like three days? Can die okay its like so hard to even meet someone. And worst, all the contacts inside. Want to call also difficult cause i can only remember some numbers. So lesson learnt : Never EVER lend my phone to my mother, not even for 5 secs. Cause the probability of something bad happening to it is like .. high. Youll never know man. The next time she might dump it into a stranger's bag. And i feel so sad for my phone. I think it misses me. So anyway if you need to tell me something, message me and i ll probably reply on wed? :) Goodnight.

[June 21, 2008 | 12:51 AM] Hello world,  Monday to thursday was pure shitxz. I got sick on monday and started coughing but didnt bother. Continued to eat fastfood for almost every meal, still trying to make up for what i didnt get to eat at retreat. Then it got worse. I started  coughing like dont know what until my stomach muscles were like pain, from coughing. (HAHA quite funny actually)  Then started haing headaches and fever and then the flu came. Damn sad la. I wasted so many days that could be used for studying. And during those four days all i did was sleep eat watch tv. Haha, pig lifestyle. And omg i realised how much i like to watch The Price Is Right. HAHAHAHHA. Damn gay but nice. Okay yes im still angry with myself for getting sick and not studying. Oh but good thing i was sick, cause i managed to skip chinese lessons! HAHHAHHAHAHHA, HURRAY FOR ME. Oh yes, and i realised i miss retreat. (No not the food) I miss how the few of us girls would play the songs and just sing damn loudly and off pitched. Haha, and how we would lie on the bed like losers and eat marshmallow and chips. Oh and i still remember the last night when we went back to our rooms, and the four of us (mickey, dor, jayne me) just squeazed into the queen sized bed and tucked ourself under the blanket and ate jaynes last packet of marks and spencers chips. HAHAHHA, we were all dying from lack of sleep but still could spare those last few bits of energy just to munch on chips. Okay wth. i just miss doing slackish stuffs in the hotel rooms and not worrying about studying or anything.  School's starting in 123 days. Omg, quite sad actually. This holiday passed too quickly. I played too much. Time to start studying now.  Goodnight, theres still tuition tomorrow (later). I hate waking up early. I predict i ll be late again for tuition. :)

[June 14, 2008 | 09:01 PM] Hello world,  Okay im tired and aching all over but i want to blog. Haha simply because i havent been updating since like many many many days ago.  Anyway, i just came back from church camp. It was from the 10-14 at batam. The hotel we stayed in  wasnt exactly nice. Flies all over, disgusting swimming pool slides, pillows that smelled like cigarettes, towels that smell like it hasnt been washed before, bedsheets that were damp, tv that became black and white after it was left on one whole night and the list goes on and on. But okay we were not there to complain about the place so i guess i shouldnt be talking so much about the hotel. Okay yes church camp was rather enjoyable in a way. Its pretty rare that i say i enjoyed a camp cause i think you all should know how much i hate them. I was not planning to go to this year's retreat actually (dont ask why) but decided to go in the end. Because of a stupid reason. I feel quite bad knowing that i went to church camp for a wrong reason. Only my sister knows why. But i still had fun there. Oh yes, this year it was only me and my sister who went. My parents didnt come along. So its like the first time me and my sister are leave the country without my parents.  Everyday was crazy. We had to wake up 7 s'pore time for morning devotion and stay up all the till way after midnight. Every single day okay. Thats why im almost dying now. Lack of sleep. Im quite lazy to tell you exactly what happened everyday so i ll try to make it as short as possible. Mornings: morning devotion, breakfast, lesson Afternoon: lunch, free time till six Night: Dinner, worship, lesson , PLAY and TALK(talk is just a nicer term for gossiping) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha, this is damn retarded but we played this sitting ducks game which was actually kinda fun. And card games. At nights was the funnest la. Me and mickey mouse would always prank call the room service people. Hahaha until they got fed up i think. Okay the last night was the best i think. Okay everyone (the youth i mean) met in 226 and started making damn alot of noise. Imagine about 30 people in one tiny hotel room. Yes, damn cramp..and noisy. But fun to be in it :)  Oh yes i need to apologise to this certain someone. I feel damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bad right now. Only my sister knows why. ( im like starting to tell my sister everything) Yes i will, by tomorrow. :)  Okay im feeling dead now. Goodnight!

[May 23, 2008 | 03:33 PM] [ music | THE LAST GOODNIGHT - PICTURES OF YOU ] hello world (THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE KEYBOARD AND IT KEEPS ACTIVATING THE CAPSLOCK BY itself so bear with the typing)  i swear i really cant stand my mother sometimes. shes like unreasonable and always refuses to listen. damn frustrating okay. and so, heres my story. today i was suppose to go out cause today is the first day of gss. and i was really really really looking forward to shopping today, but my really smart mother didnt allow me too. guess why. cause i have chinese olevels on monday and she claims that my father doesnt allow me to go out cause i exceeded the phone bill again (they even threatened to cancel my line). firstly, i think that chinese is not a studyable subject and chinese is mastered over the many years of practising and whatever. and cause i suck at chinese, i dont think its possible that i can perfect the chinese language just by STAYING HOME ONE DAY to study ..for chinese. right, right? okay you might not agree with me buT ITS JUST WHAT I THINK. I THINK ITS JUST A STUPID EXCUSE FOR ME NOT TO GO OUT AND SPEND MONEY. WHATEVER MAN WHATEVER. I JUST DONT LIKE IT THAT SHE HAS TO ALWAYS BE THE SPOILER AND RUIN MY PLANS ALMOST EVERYTIME. i want so many things. I WANT A LATER CURFEW . I WANT MORE ALLOWANCE.  BUt first, i need to learn how to talk nicely to my mother. i need to study hard and get better results (will elaborate more later), and i need to stop being such a materialistic shit. okay fine i think the reason why im not treated equally as compared to my sister is because im not as nice as her. my mother trusts my sister alot and she is allowed to stay out late like..everyday. buT, MY SISTER IS IN ACTUAL FACT A MUCH BETTER DAUGHTER THAN ME. SO I THINK I SHOUDNT COMPLAIN SO MUCH should i.  anyway, about midyear results. okay i managed to pass only three subjects. and thats really bad. i should really start to worry about my grades. even miss lim told me my grades dropped alot this exam. and my l1r5 is close to 40. which is horrible. some of my friends got like l1r5 20 and are worrying because they cant get into a jc and i ll be like, my l1r5 is 38. i think i should worry more than you. and im not proud of my results or anything, really. i really need some motivation now to get me started with studying. prelims are like in just 2 months time i think. im not being kiasu here, its just that i really cant afford to do this badly again. so, i promise to study hard all the way until o's are over. promise :D i ll be a good girl and become a mugger shitxz. trust me. its all for my own good. hahaha. i know all of you dont believe im even saying this. its like so weird that im even planning to study. from now on, my sister is my role model. shes like in cj now and gets to see all the good looking guys. okay my motivation to study =  all the hot guys in those good schools. :D this should help.  my mood was from frustrated to calm in this post. quite scary when i read back. i was complaining at the start and i ended off by being nice. hahahaha. okay shut up.  BYE, IM GONNA STUDY NOW. HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA. OKAY I LL WATCH TV FIRST, THEN STUDY. :D

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